AGING IS BIOLOGICAL NOT CHRONOLOGICAL

HEALTHY MUSCLES , FIBERS, BLOOD CIRCULATIONS IN DIETS APPROPRIATE TO ELASTICITY AND VITALNESS...IT IS STRENGTH IN MUSCLES TO USE FOR WORK IN A FULLNESS OUT OF PATTERN, HABIT AND CORRIDORINGS OF MEDIATIONS...SOFTNESS IN RECEPTIVITY IN RESPONSE ELASTICITY AND HARDNESS OF GENERATIVENESS IN NECESSITY ACTIONS...

MUSCLES IN MOTION AND USE OUT OF FAILURE TO USE, FAILURE TO THRIVE...

IT IS REDIRECTION OF MUSCLES INTO OTHER PURPOSE RATHER THAN LAZY...IT IS ATROPHY IN CONSEQUENCE FOR NON-USE OR LEVERAGED AND REDIRECTED USE THAT AGES...

MOHS LAW OF HARD AND SOFTNESS

THE TRUTH DOES NOT CHANGE WITH OUR ABILITY TO STOMACH IT-FLANNERY O'CONNOR

EDGES OF MOHS SCALE...

HARDNESS IN MINERALOGY...

1TALC

2GYPSUM

3CALCITE

4FLOURITE

5APATITE

6FELDSPAR

7QUARTZ

8TOPAZ

9SAPPHIRE

10DIAMOND

MINERALOGY...AS IN MINE R AL O G Y

DEEP IN CAVES OUT OF SOCRATES SHADOWS OF THE BOUND LIMITED IN VISIONS OF EXPERIENCE SEEING THE SHADOWS ON CAVE WALLS...

FOR WHO LEAVES THE CONTAINED...

THE FAMILIAR HARD AND SOFT OF INERTIA...MOHS...MOSES...MOWINGS AND MO TOWN...

PATHING OF RAIL ROAD TIE ACROSS STONE IN ILLUMINATION EDGES OF SHADOWS...

FLOODING FORWARD OUT OF DIKES OF FEAR FORTRESS POWER MEDIATION WALLINGS

FOR THE SHADOWS OF THE 'KNOWS'...THE COURAGE OF BRINGING FORTH ORIGINALITY OUT OF THE CAN-CAN SHADOWS...TO ILLUMINATE THE HEART OF DARKNESS WHERE ALL IS CLOUDED BY DESIRE... ////

BEYOND MIRRORINGS OF THE SELF ABSORPTION 'AUTO-EROTIC' OF WANTING TO BE WANTED POWER DRIVES...TO RENOUNCE THE AUTO/CAR EROTIC IN ORDER TO MEET A PARTNER OF THE OPPOSITE SEX...

TO PASS THROUGH STATES OF PARALLELISMS IN SUSTAINED YIN INVERSIONS...EXTREMES OF SHARED 'ELECTRICAL FIELDS...ZONES OF ACTIVATED CREATIVE IN 'KA' DUALITY CONSCIOUSNESS...TO FACE 'O' OF ABYSS-NOTHINGNESS IN MOVING DEEPER IN 'BAOKA' AS 'SOUL' RESOLVE OF 'BA'...

TO FACE ANGERS OF THE COMPRESSED WHO MEDIATE THE IMPOSITIONS...TO SEE THE ANGERS THAT RETALIATE IN ADVANCE...THE FEAR SUBTLE AND VIOLENT MEANS OF SEXUALITY TO CONTROL, CONSUME AND FORTRESS IN A MECHANISM OF DEFENSIVE REACTIVITY...A SHREW[D] PATHING OF RIGIDITY WALLINGS OF DISTANCING IN ORDER TO SUSTAIN THE 'IDEA VERSION' OF SELF...

IT IS 'ECCENTRICITY INDULGENCE' OF ALIENATION PERFORMANCE IN AN INNER TRAGEDY DRAMA OF REDIRECTED REPRODUCTIVENESS...THE 'TEMPORARY' THAT MAY BE DANGEROUS IF PROLONGED...TO SELF...TO OTHER
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FOR SHE IS BEHIND A WALL OF FIRE THAT DEMANDS A HERO TO PASS THROUGH TO RELEASE HER INTO HER REAL SEXUAL AWAKENING...

SHE SIZZLES AND STEAMS AS 'YES' IN HER VEINS/VAINS OF POWER GREATER THAN LOVE 'ADAPTATION EXPECTANCY'...A CART BEFORE HORSE VERSION OF AVERSION IN HER RESTRICTED 'WANTING AND KNOWING'...

YET HER NATURE IS CONSTRUCTED IN BARBI-CAN DEFENSES...FEAR, FRIGHTS AND HYPERVIGILANCE AND SHE DOES NOT SEE A WAY.../SHE LOOKS FOR OPPORTUNITIES TO ERUPT IN TRUTH OF EXPRESSION AND URGENCY YET HER INERTIA IS BUILT IN POWER GREATER THAN LOVE MEANS OF CONTROLLING ACCESS AND THWARTING SURPRISE...

SHE IS BLOCKED IN THE 'FATHER BLOCKS THAT IMPOSE HIS SEXUALITY' ENERGIES IN WAYS OF FOODS AND ACCEPTABLE BEHAVIORS---SHE GETS STUCK IN THE WEBBINGS FORCED INTO WILLFULNESS AND DEFIANCE AS ARRESTED DEVELOPMENT OF ACCEPTABLE GREATER THAN A RIGHT TO BEING...

FEAR OF LIFE CONSUMES HER EROS WILL...SENSUALIZATION IN HYSTERIA SELF ABSORPTIONS BECOMES 'WAY' AND SHE DOES NOT FIND PRESENCE OUT OF A LIFE OF MEDIATING...APPROACH AVOIDANCE...

SHE STAYS IN A NARCISSISM OF REFLECTIONS AND HOLDING ON TO DREAMS THAT ECHO DEEPLY...AS BELIEF FORTIFIES WALLINGS OF 'SAFE AND FAMILIAR' IN A SOUND THAT CONTAINS YET DOES NOT BREATHE DEEPLY IN FULLNESS...

TO LEAVE THE FOETALIZED CURLING OF THE HYPERSENSUALIZED SELF ABSORPTION OF 'WANTING TO BE WANTED' AND THE INERTIA OF A FALSE HOMEOSTASIS' OF THE CASTLE OF THE DISTORTIONS OF HUNGER'...TO SEE EMULATIONS AND POWER/CONTROL MEDIATIONS GREATER THAN LOVE...THE ARRESTED DEVELOPMENT IN PACIFIERS AND REWARDS OF 'ALLEGIANCE' TO IMPOSITION ORDERINGS...

THE INHIBITION OF CURIOSITY AS 'WAITING, WATCHING, WARINESS' EXPECTANCY OF HARM...DESIRE FILTRATIONS IN IMITATIONS SEEKING INDEPENDENCE YET DOOMED AS REALNESS IS THE FUEL SOURCE NOT THE ALIVENESS...SHE CONSUMES HER EDGES OF ALIVENESS TO BE AS MEDIATION-CONTROL...

FEAR EATS THE SOUL...THE EDGE EATS THE CENTER

FLIGHT AND FRIGHT IN THE RED BIRD HOUSE...

THE BALANCING WAYS OF TOO MUCH CONTROL AND LACK OF RELEASE...


FOR THE LIMITS OF BLUE BOMBINGS IN MASTURBATION OF SIN-DARES WAYS CONSTRAINS IN SHAME CONTAINERINGS OF THREATS OF EXPOSURE-BEING CAUGHT IN THE ACT, AGAIN...BEING SEEN AS 'LESS THAN ONE WANTS TO BE SEEN AS'...

POWER FORTRESS 'SHAME' LAYERING AS VEIL OVER SELF...THE BLOCKS OF WALLINGS WHERE SHE IS WALLED BEHIND A WALL OF FIRE THAT PRECLUDES HER REAL SEXUAL AWAKENING
...
EDGES AND DISTANCINGS OF CONTROL...





ONE CANNOT REPAIR CONTROL...





ONE MUST LEARN 'TO LET GO OF ALL THAT IS NOT ONE' AS DISTILLATION OF ESSENCES AND TRUINGS OF URGENCY...FOR THE 'IDEA VERSIONS OF DOGMA THAT THAT BEEN FOSTERED IN ONES BRAIN, BELIEF PRECLUDE ACTIONS OF TRUTH OF URGENCY...

THE FEAR CONSUMES VITALITY...THE FEAR EATS THE POTENTIAL AND RESULTS IN SELF 'HATE' OR SENSES OF BETRAYAL OF SELF'...ILLUSION FANTASY SCHEMES IN DREAMS...
THE CORRIDORINGS OF 'NEAT-CHI' AS ONE VIBRATES IN ACCORD WITH COMPRESSION IMPOSITIONS...THE CIRCULATIONS OF BLOOD AND THE BEATS OF HEART IN ACCEPTABLE WAYS AS DIMINISHED BY 'EXTERNALIZED COMPLIANCES...

THE COMPENSATORY POSTURINGS OF 'DISPLAYS AND ACCUMULATIONS, FORTRESSINGS AND STORAGE, DENIALS...THE FEAR IN VANITY FEAR...THE GREAT FEAR OF SHAME MASTER CONTROL THAT LIMITS AS IT ENSURES AGAINST EXPOSURE...
THE REACTIVITY ARRESTED DEVELOPMENT OF THE 'CHILD-GIRL-WOMAN' SPLIT OFF FROM TRUE SENSES OF HEART...A CONSTRUCTED SERIES OF BEHAVIORS THAT THWART AND WARD OFF AS 'REALNESS IN EROS' DIES EVERYDAY TO THE FENDING OFF ENERGY REQUIRED TO SUSTAIN GREATER AND GREATER EFFORT TO MAINTAIN 'IMPRESSION MANAGEMENT'...


























THE TRADES OF REAL IN EXCHANGE FOR THE COMPROMISES IN MEDIATIONS AGAINST THE HUMILIATIONS AND VULNERABILITIES...THE VIOLENCE OF IMPOSITIONS FROM THE DA AND MA TRIANGULATION TO CULTURAL FORCE OF THE SEXOMONEY MEDIA IN MASS OCCUR OPPRESSION...SEXOMONEY OBJECTIFICATION OR EXTERNALIZATION OF NEEDS...

ANGST OF MEDIATION CONTROLLINGS...TO PREPARE TO CONTAIN...TO RETALIATE IN ADVANCE...TO ANTICIPATE IN REACTIVITY FORMATION WAYS OF POWER GREATER THAN LOVE...TO BE IN A METHOD OF PATTERN/CONTROL/IDEA VERSION OF SELF AND THEN THWART OR CONTROL ACCESS TO THE CIRCULARITY OF HER INTERIOR REALM...

COURAGE IS COMING FORTH IN TRUTH OF HEART OUT OF THE POWER MEDIATIONS OF DEALS AND TRADES...OUT OF QUID PRO QUO AND 'RECIPROCITY BEHAVIORS' OF MUTUAL SHARE POWER SEEKING...

LOVE IS HEART GENEROSITY PAST THE MEDIATION MADNESS OF 'BEING AS ONE IS EXPECTED TO BE'...SPOSED TO BE...

FEAR EATS OPPORTUNITY TO EMERGE FROM THE CAVE OF MIRRORS AND ECHOES...

JACQUELINE ROSE-HAUNTING OF SYLVIA PLATH

THE BLUE BOMBING OF THE PSYCHE CINDER...AS ''NEAT-CHI'WAYS OF COPING, ENDURANCE, MEDIATION OF IMPOSITION 'CONTROLLINGS' AND CORRIDORINGS'...

A WAY OF DEFENDING WHILE SEEKING POWER OVER ONES OWN SEXUALITY...LIKE STRATEGIES OF DESIRE THAT IMITATE TO BECOME INDEPENDENT-POWER IN EROS.....

IT IS A CLIMATE OF 'TOO MUCH' AND 'NOT ENOUGH' AS THE FALSENESS OF SKEWS AND STRIVINGS OPPRESS...

AS THE REBUS OR PICTURE PUZZLE OR COLLAGE[FREUD 'LANGUAGE OF DREAMS']....

THE HAUNTINGS OF IMMERSIONS...COMPRESSIONS

IN SOME WAYS IT IS THE DEEP FEMININE IN THE CULTURAL OVERLOADS OF IMAGERY AND ECHOES...

IT FOSTERS A BARBICAN SHAME FORTRESSING INTO A REACTION FORMATION DEFENSIVENESS THROUGH IMITATION CONSUMPTION AND MIMESIS WAYS OF DESIRE THAT SEEK NEEDS WHILE SUSTAINING CHAMELEON DECEPTIVENESS...A FALSENESS UNABLE TO BE IN TRUTH OF URGENCY...

IT IS POWER QUESTS OF AGITATION FEELINGS OF RESTLESSNESS IN APOLLONIAN 'ONE IS NOT' WHO ONE IS TO BE-A REALITY OF SQUEEZE COMPRESSION IN A SEXOMONEY MEDIA WALL STREET SPEED OF GREED CLIMATE WHERE MANY CLING TO TRUE BELIEVER DOCTRINES OF ESCAPISM...

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'MOST STRIKING IN ALL THESE FORMS OF REPETITION, THE CONSTANT OVERLAPPING OF THE MOST DISCOMFORTING ASPECTS OF PLATH'S WRITING, AS A FORM OF HAUNTING IN ITSELF....PLATH IS A FANTASY, SHE WRITES FANTASY. PLATH IS A SYMPTOM, SHE WRITES THE SYMPTOM. SHE ANTICIPATES; UNCANNILY. SHE RETALIATES IN ADVANCE....SHE HAUNTS AND IS HAUNTED BY THE CULTURE'...////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////

THE BLUE BOMBING IN SELF ABSORPTION HARMS, HAUNTINGS, TRAUMAS...SENSES OF CONTROLLING IDEA OF SELF...MASTURBATIONS OF ASSAULT AND RELEASE, SEDUCTIONS AND MANIPULATIONS BEYOND THE CURIOSITY OF A KNOWING ONE'S BODY...THE DISCHARGE RELEASES OF TOO MUCH FORTRESSED AND CORRIDORED INTO ROLE, PERFORMANCE AND MEDIATION OF OPPRESSION-SOMEONE ELSES ORDERING...WAY...

A BLUE BOMBING OUT OF THE EXCESSES OF BELIEF AND EXPECTANCY...THE SENSES OF 'NOT GOOD ENOUGH' OVERCOMPENSATING FOR THE 'HAUNTINGS OF THE HUNGRY GHOSTS OF APPETITE'...

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IT IS DIFFERENCE FROM THE ARTIST WITH 'MORE THAN A USUAL STATE OF EMOTION WITH MORE THAN A USUAL ORDER'-COLERIDGE-IMAGINATION...

FOR THE IMITATIVE AND OPPRESSED REARING 'EUNUCH' OF MALE OR FEMALE HUMILIATION IS MESHED IN WEBBINGS OF INHIBITIONS, MEDIATIONS AND POWER-CONTROL WAYS THAT IS SHORT OF TRUTH OF URGENCY IN REALNESS OF SEXUALITY AND REALNESS OF EXPRESSION...

IT IS BEYOND 'UNDIFFERENTIATED MAGMA' AND UNCONSCIOUSNESS AS CLARITY OF KNOWING IN COURAGE, WILL TO BE, WILL TO ENCOUNTER IS IN 'AS IS' NOT SOME EXPECTANCY OR 'CONTOUR' CONTAINED REPRESENTATION ...IT IS LOVE IN PERSONAL PRESENCE...POTENCY IN PRESENCE OUT OF THE COMPROMISE CASTRATIONS OF MEDIATION...

IT IS WILL IN PRESZENCE HEART GOING INTO UNCERTAINTY IN A FEELING OF WHAT IS FELT...EVEN IF IT MAKES ONE NECESSARILY ALONE...

IT IS DRIVE THROUGH IMPOSITION OR 'PATRIARCHICAL CONTAINERING' OR COMPLIANCES WITH 'EXTERNALITY'...REACTIVITY FORMATIONS THAT BECOME BRACINGS AND PROJECTIONS' TO SUSTAIN A 'HOMEOSTASIS' CENTER THAT MUST BE EVEN IF IT IS 'FALSE'...A 'BARBI-CAN' SHAME FORTRESS THAT SEEMS 'SAFE AND FAMILIAR' AS SOUND ECHOES IN 'HABITS' OF IDEA VERSIONS OF SELF'...

IT IS THE BLINDNESS OF THE DOCTRINAL WAY TO ''AS IS.''...

FOR THE FEAR OF THE OUTPOURING...FEAR OF LIQUIDITY BEYOND SOME 'MEDIATION' OF IMPOSITION...AS THE 'MANIPULATIONS' AND EMULATIONS OF DESIRE IN 'WANTING TO BE WANTED' POWER WAYS ARE BEYOND TRUTH OF LOVE URGENCY...

VANITY YIN 'SOFTER IS BETTER' THAN...

OOLEMNISCATE IN INFINITY CONSCIOUSNESS...A CORRIDORING OF MAGIC IN YIN VIRGIN CONCEPTIONING...FOR A MESSENGER ANNUNCIATOR AWARENESS OF CREATIVE GENERATIVENESS...THE BIRTHING OF THE ORIGINALITY OUT OF THE SHADOWS...TO BE IN 'FELT' IN 'KNOWN'...TO MOVE BEYOND SOCRATES SHADOWS ON THE WALLS SELF REFLECTIONS...

TO SEEK TRUTH OF URGENCY...

FOR WHO IS 'TOO MUCH FOR THERE OWN GOOD'...TOO HARD IN TOO BIG TO FAIL...AS WATER SEEKS ITS OWN LEVEL AND RHYTHMS...GRAVITY COMPELLING AND WEATHERS IN EVAPORATIONS OR MOISTURES OF DIFFERENCES...

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TO MOVE IN 'FLOODING FORWARD'...............................IN A LIQUIDITY OUT OF MINDSETZ...INTO INNOCENCE AND SINCERITY...

AS IS REALISM IN SEEING THE LOST IN DREAMS THAT ECHO DEEPLY...

WHAT IS KNOWN IS 'FELT' BEYOND THE CONTAINED, PARTITIONED AND MINDSETZ OF EXPECTANCY CONTROLLINGS...

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